The night before my driving test, I was a little emotional/nervous but after being prayed for and praying also, the peace of God is now upon me and I'm pretty calm. How awesome is that, I know that tomorrow I will be nervous again, but I can pray again and through this I feel closer to God.
It's amazing how you can feel closer to God in times of need and it is so easy to ask for help, but what about all the other times? When everything is going well? He deserves just as much praise, yet sometimes we forget because of how well everything is going.
The best thing about tomorrow is...that I know that God will not desert me, He knows how it will go tomorrow, every thought, every decision I make and what greater hands to have it in? I can't survive without God, I don't understand how people go through life trusting themselves and that's it. I can't do it. I need God. That's all there is to it.
Tomorrow is not just a driving test, it's the chance for me to move on, to put behind me this fear, this crippling fear of all things new and scary, to put my faith and trust 100% in God and to see where it takes me.
Whether I pass or fail is no longer the point (although it is part of it) it's about how much I trust in God and whether I'm willing to put all I've got into Him. And yes, I am willing.
The test tomorrow is His. Now for a peaceful night-I have faith that I'll have one!
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