Short but maybe not so sweet...

Got the party tonight and my self esteem is low as usual before most parties, but especially fancy dress ones. It is a real skill to have something really stupid on and still manage to pull it off, a skill I feel I haven't got. Tonight I think most of the girls will be wearing dresses all vintage/retro but all looking awesome! I have the dilemma of wearing a 50's dress feeling pretty and perhaps blending in OR a 70's all in one jumpsuit and trying to look pretty in the process.

I'm going to wear the latter because it is 70's and is more fancy dress than the first, and yeah I'll act as if I feel good in it. But secretly I'll be wishing most of the night to look like the other girls and perhaps regret wearing it at all! What a difficult life us girls appear to have! Such a trivial matter, but hey if I can pull this off perhaps I'll feel better about myself by the end. Alternatively it could have the opposite effect!

Only a quick one, beauty takes time...