So, it's been a long day and I didn't manage to fit in everything I wanted to fit in, but I managed to see a friend who I haven't caught up with in a while, it was good to catch up with her actually.
Especially as she's the reason that I decided to change my ways and become a better friend, then I was to her, she was the person that told me where I had done her wrong and without those blunt words I probably would have carried on being a bad friend to my new friends now. So in a way, whether she knows it or not she's my inspiration/motivation and the reason that I've become a new person.
It was great to catch up and see how we've grown up and it really does make you think how quickly life goes by particularly as she's getting married in June. It just goes to show, that life goes by so quickly and it shows even more so that we should take as many opportunities as possible and not be ruled by fear.
On a completely different note and far from the original topic...I'm feeling rather hesitant about going back to Canterbury, probably (as previously mentioned I'm sure) it is so easy to be comfortable here, to feel like I fit in and have a good group of friends. I'm struggling to cope with the concept, that a. I will have to work when I get back and b. life will get that little bit harder. I almost can't imagine being back at uni and not feeling homesick, even though I managed to do the whole first term.It feels like I've taken a few steps forward and a thousand steps back and I'll be starting all over again.
On the up side other people are feeling the same. It just always seems that something good starts to happen and that's when my time ends and I have to go back. But for now I'm just going to REALLY enjoy myself tonight at the party and just enjoy it and hope that the next time I'm back, no-one will have forgotten me! I know Canterbury's where I'm meant to be, but I guess Sidcup is always going to be a place I will be so attached to.
On a completely different note and far from the original topic...I'm feeling rather hesitant about going back to Canterbury, probably (as previously mentioned I'm sure) it is so easy to be comfortable here, to feel like I fit in and have a good group of friends. I'm struggling to cope with the concept, that a. I will have to work when I get back and b. life will get that little bit harder. I almost can't imagine being back at uni and not feeling homesick, even though I managed to do the whole first term.It feels like I've taken a few steps forward and a thousand steps back and I'll be starting all over again.
On the up side other people are feeling the same. It just always seems that something good starts to happen and that's when my time ends and I have to go back. But for now I'm just going to REALLY enjoy myself tonight at the party and just enjoy it and hope that the next time I'm back, no-one will have forgotten me! I know Canterbury's where I'm meant to be, but I guess Sidcup is always going to be a place I will be so attached to.
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