Only a quick one, my head hurts and I feel shattered, which sucks because I decided not to go out with friends and to sleep instead(which I will do once I'm off of here).
But recently I feel as though my closest friends are beginning to slip away and I feel more left out. Sometimes it is my fault-where there are so many changes and I've failed to keep up with them.
The more things they do, the more I feel I have to keep up with them and the more I feel like I'm getting pushed to the side. I enter in and feel like I'm interrupting something. So what does one do?
Do you give up, find new people, spend all your time alone? I can't do that.
So you have to get back in "the game" and trying harder, trying to be around more and sacrificing the little things.
My next latest challenge is my church's w/e away do I go despite it's not my church anymore, it's just the one I grew up in? What are my reasons for going? What will I get out of it?
Life is full of decisions, like me deciding to walk to church today, was amazing. Sitting by the river in the peace and quiet and reading or deciding to get an early night, so that I can cope for the rest of the week despite having had tonnes of sleep already this weekend.
We all make so many decisions, some that make a big difference and others that are inconsequential, seemingly.
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