I don't particularly expect this entry to be very coherent, so if you read this and feel clueless and confused you're pretty much in the state I'm in only better off! Today has (to use the cliche) been a rollercoaster, it began with low motivation for church, as it always does because sleep is becoming more and more of an addiction. But once up and when actually at church I loved it! It was great to know more than just one person and the walk as always was refreshing and got my blood pumping ready for a time of fellowship and basking in God's presence. Great meeting, even told someone about the church and the meetings, whilst helping a friend on car parking duty...so all good!! Then I got halfway home and realised that I had left my bible and notebook at the school (building where church is held) and I felt so upset, lost and frustrated that the rest of the walk home was spent feeling down about it. Thinking how having spent a whole preach learning about focusing on God-how this is meant to help me? I guess me praying and talking to God about it was the first step on that path to focusing on God. Probably his irony of now my Bible's gone and I miss it even though a week ago I rarely picked it up and wouldn't have noticed if it had gone missing anyway. I do love God's irony! (I got a text later saying someone had picked it up for me-Hallelujah!)
Then went to pub for the pub quiz and enjoyed relaxing there etc and then was surprised when my friends (incl. boyf and friend) from back home came down, which was the bumpiest journey of all to put it simply-to show God's glory in the situations that happened was a challenge. All I'm going to say is two males and a lot on show and little to the imagination! (I'm a little traumatised) and it was a challenge!
So what did I learn today other than the impurity of the world...I learnt that I need God in ALL things, in EVERY circumstance and I need Him to help me through...that's a God focused life.
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