Wisdom Recession...

It's weird, everything seems so clear when I'm back home. All the decisions I have been meaning to make are made easier back home, I'm able to think more of how my future is to pan out and what I can do in certain situations. But when I'm back at uni it all goes wrong, the decisions I made seem to fade away and their importance gets knocked further back.

I'm sure I was wiser 2 years ago, uni has made me soft in some places and strong in others, all might I add in the wrong areas of life. Decisions and situations that are now becoming more and more frequent I seem to be getting worse at handling.

I thought they said wisdom comes with age? Then what screwed up recession is going on here? They talk of economic recession, I think I'm experiencing a wisdom recession-a lapse in wisdom.

But there is always the hope that I can rectify things and that thanks to God, I can change and make crucial changes. I am going to need His help ASAP and I need the effects to be just as quick, although I know that it is more likely to be something that involves patience.

Now that I'm home, I'm seeing this all so much clearer, if only I'd seen it all when I was at uni and then I wouldn't be writing this blog, I wouldn't be getting into the mess I'm in/or am likely to get into.

My only constant hope is this: that in all my failings, there is a perfect God that helps mend all my ('nets') problems, whether it means hard work, pain or something easier. It's still a relief.