Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Calm in the Storm...

My head is going mental at the moment, so many things are happening and going on that my brain is physically frying as I try to think about every single thing. I'm analysing situations, worrying about future decisions, past decisions and I'm so so tired.
But it's in these times that I am so grateful for God. He is my confident, the one I cry to and the one I can tell everything, from the most shameful to what I feel are the most proud moments. I'm learning more and more that people will always fail and disappoint you, but God never does and never will.
He never makes me sad, never hurts me and is always there to listen. When I feel at my most vulnerable and feeling more alone than ever He is there.
He is the comforting arm that wraps itself around me and the comforting voice that says "I am always here, I love you".
No matter the hour, the problem or the state I'm in He is there and always will be.
I can't tell you how amazing it is to have that. Without Him I am nothing, I would be even more of a state than I am currently and I wouldn't have the greatest friend in the world.
I love my God.
In the torrent of emotions, He is my anchor and He is my peace.
Nothing profound today folks, just a complete an utter thankful heart to my best friend for always being there and for being the greatest.
I love God and I am so glad He loves me.

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